I'M SOO FATT!!!!!! HELP ME PLEASEE!!!!!?

OMG so i'm 5'3'' ish and like 122 to 127 pounds!!!!! I FEEL SOOO FAT!!!! everyone says that they want my legs and stomach but i want to see it for myself!!!!! i always feel HUGE and secretly comparing my body to others!!!! I want to weigh 95-107 pounds by christmas!!! I'm also 14! Can someone give me a super strict diet plan that my parents don't have to know about!? i know i have to eat like 1000 calories daily but the thing is i don't want to eat!!! but then every once in a while i binge--- and then purge. BUT NOT A LOT I PROMISE!!! THIS HAS HAPPENED LIKE 5-10 TIMES!!!! BUT I REALLLLLY NEED TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT! i don't care if you think i'm at a healthy weight i just want a model body... PREFERABLY VICTORIA'S SECRET SKINNY!!! THANKS SOO MUCH!!! one of my old questions has pix if you want to see THANKS YALL!!!!!